Inhale the good shit , exhale the bullshit : This is me exhaling

This is not a sexy , erotic , kink filled take my friends. I’m writing this to try and make sense of my day. I’m very confused and I feel violated. But wait , let me begin with a little back story.

My sister and I do not speak. I have chosen to not have her in my life at all. I don’t trust her because she has lied to me time and time again about some pretty important things. That being said here was my day….

I was doing some work on my social media pages and I got a text from a number I didn’t have saved , nor did I recognize the number….

Hey I know you hate me but there’s something you should know but don’t tell Mom yet.

I text back…. Who is this

Right before I hit send I get this

I’m dying

I guessed that it was my sister , and I tell her I don’t believe her. She asked to talk to me and I call she doesn’t answer , I send a couple more messages told her if she didn’t answer I was going to tell Mom exactly what she said. No answer for more than 20 minutes. I sent my mother a screenshot and then I messaged my sister’s boyfriend. My mother tells me I’m wrong because if she is dying I missed an opportunity to show my sister love and compassion.

I need to let y’all know , most of the lies my sister has told me and her elaborate plans to help my ex snatch my son was carried out by my sister and mother. 

So around this time I’m pissed , why should I believe a woman that has done nothing but lie to me , trick  me , and destroy my family , about anything ? But she called and she was sobbing said she had brain cancer and was told she had 6 months to live. I’m torn because she is my sister and if she is dying that makes me sad and want to help her. She apologized for all the shitty things she had done and I reminded her she had apologized before and done the same shit again so I wished her luck and told her she wasn’t dead yet don’t act like it.

Her boyfriend messages me after I get off the phone with her. I had sent a concerned message when she wouldn’t text back and he explained that her Facebook account got hacked but she was right there perfectly fine. I asked if her phone got hacked and sent him a screenshot of her message. He said it was her number but not ber. I said I spoke with her. He told me she said she talked to me but said nothing about cancer or dying….

WTF

Who lies about some shit like that and for no other reason than I can fathom but to fuck with me. My mother blocked me and says it’s not all about me and Becky has been cured I guess…..

I didn’t ask her to call or message me today or any day. I didn’t start anything with her , I was doing me and life. I feel stupid for being sad that she was sick , I’m angry at myself for letting her suck me in AGAIN. I know she is nothing but a piece of shit lying cunt. I couldn’t let go of the what if it’s true….. And also who would lie about that ?

She would. That’s who. Next time I will be stronger and more confident that whatever comes out of he mouth is completely fucking fiction. I won’t acknowledge her and I’ll remain happy and untouched by the darkness she lives in.